Bukan milik kita...

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim,,

YA ALLAH....jika Kau TIDAK IZINKAN cintaku untuk jatuh pada hatinya, hamba redha Ya Allah...tapi hamba BERHARAP Kau jatuhkanlah hatinya pada insan yang bakal memimpinnya ke SYURGA_Mu, pada saat dia sudah bersedia..
pintaku, janganlah dia DILUKAI LAGI..

Biar patah hati, jangan patah IMAN..♥♥

Untuk CINTA yang TIDAK PERNAH KITA MILIKI, ingatlah bahawa setiap sesuatu yang sangat kita sayang itu, segalanya hanya MILIK Dia..Aamiin..

Puing-puing rinduku...

...lara hatiku, mengenangkanmu. 

Dirimu yang semakin menjauh, hilang lesap dalam sepi nan panjang. 

Masihkah ada rindu di tubir hatimu? 

Masihkah ada kasih bergayutan di relung hatimu? 

Mungkinkah semuanya sudah dimati, hanyut bersama derasnya senduku saat mengenangmu? 

...dan inilah puing-puing rinduku yang masih di sini.

Pergilah rinduku...

 

Aku ngeri setiap kali rasa itu datang. Tak betah diam menahannya, biar tak terzahir di alam nyata. Tatkala angin rindu yang menyapa hati, bergegar gempita dalam diamnya rasa. Hendak ke mana kutuang segala gejolak di jiwa?

Puas kupujuk hati, merayu penuh sayu...pergilah rindu! Pergilah...aku mahu bertenang di sini, diselimuti kasihnya yang kusimpul mati di dalam hati. Pergilah rindu...tinggalkan aku di sini berteman memori nan sarat membusung di dalam hati. Pergilah rindu...biarkan aku sendirian di sini, menanti penuh sabar. Menanti dan menanti lagi, tanpa pernah jemu...pergilah rinduku!

Bebunga chenta...

Berkabus pandang, berpinar mencari jelas

Hey pawana chenta, hilangmu di mana?

Ke marilah, aku senang mencari-cari

Mengharap dengan sangat...

Aku yang masih teguh di sini

menanti dia mampir biar sesaat

membasahi kontang rasa chenta 

sendu ini hanya Dia mengerti...

Ayuhlah, ke mari engkau mampir 

dakap aku seeratnya

biar mengaduh rasa kasih

merawat luka chenta nan kecewa.

Mampukah...

...bagaimana aku mahu mencuba, sedang di dalam lubuk hati berselirat ketakutan maha sangat? Mampukah aku melawannya dengan penuh berani dan sabar? Bolehkah aku bertahan, tatkala badai datang menghempas tembok kekuatanku? Mampukah? Ya Allah, peluklah aku dengan kasih sayangMu. Aku benar-benar ketakutan!

Umi by Dato' Shake

*p/s: Dato' Shake bakal mengadakan konsert Amal bersempena Hari Ibu pada 10 Mei 2014 di Kuching, Sarawak.

Story behind your date of birth...

Hey this is really true and see it will work for you too..

• If U were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month U r number 1….
• If U were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then U r number 2…
• If U were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then U r number 3…
• If U were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then U r number 4…
• If U were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then U r number 5…
• If U were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then U r number 6…
• If U were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then U r number 7…
• If U were born on the 8th,17th,26th of any month then U r number 8…
• If U were born on the 9th,18th,27th of any month then U r number 9

Number 1
You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest,Jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authorities, Famous person… always want to be and regarded as first on people position, they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident people!
You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will get marry when you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views
And you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future.
If you are guy you will be very popular that everybody will have mental attraction and respect at you. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and well talented in numerous issues!! But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. This is undercover!! Coz of your smart behavior you will be hated by some people too…
Your family life is very cool, you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children… You are pioneer, independent & original…
Your best match is 4,6,8 good match is 3,5,7 !!!

Number 2
No matter what, you will be loved by every one coz your ruler is the moon and every one loves the Moon. Well.. You are a person who day dream a lot, you have very low-self confidence, you need back up for every move in your life, you are very much unpredictable. Means you do change according to time and circumstances, kind a selfish, have a very strong sense of musical, artistic talent, verbal communication.

Your attitudes are like the Moon, comes to gloom and fade away so everybody can expect changes in you. You can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who does peace love or you can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the man kind and peace (I mean in the community and your own home).

If you really have a deep thought about your own believe in God you can feel the difference which will make you stronger! Most of the time your words are a kind of would be happening true! So without any knowledge you can predict the situation. You will become poets, writers, any Artistic business people!

You are not strong in love, so you will be there and here till you get marry.. If U r a girl you will be a responsible woman in the whole family. If U r a man you will involve in fights & arguments in the family or Vice-versa. Means you will sacrifice your life for the goodness sake of Your family…You are gentle , intuitive with a broad vision, a power behind the scenes, well balanced People!!!

Your best match is 2 ,5 ,9 no other people can put up with you !!!

Number 3
You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times, religious, loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will put up with everything.. You have the strong word power, pretty happy face. So wherever you go always you have got what you wanted!!! And from the birth always wanted to work hard in order to achieve something. You will not get anything without hardwork! When you reach a man/ woman age you want other younger once to listen to you because you want younger people to respect people older than them. You do set so many examples to others.

Generally you are not a cool person. It’s not easy thing dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you like someone’s attitude then here you go, what can I say? It will be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from others.

Your life seems to have lots of worries and problems but sure they won’t be long.. you will always have brilliant kids!!! You love the money a bit too much so temptation will push you to endless trying and trying.. If you are a guy then it’s over. Looking after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except 21st born men). And number 3s you will
be such an example of how to be in the culture & life!!! If you are girl then you have good character and culture & hardworking attitude. You always follow.

You are a freedom lover, creative, ambition focused, a person who brings beauty , hope &  joy to this world!!!

Your best match 6 ,9. Good match 1 ,3 ,5 !!!

Number 4
You are very stubborn too, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool, helpful, you have rough word power.. Might put lots of people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you are a man, and you often understands others and their problems well. If you are a girl you are very good with studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of the time after girl friends (almost) at times, you will have sort of too much fun life with mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get away with their life and you will become empty handed and don’t know what to do… So be careful!! You love to spend anyway!!!

Your good will is you are always there to help family and friends. Tell you what you people are little gem! s, specially the girls.. You always fall in love in younger age as well. You often live with disappointments, for an example you have got a degree in some thing… but you will be unemployed.. or will do very ordinary jobs.

But you will take care of your family very well…All you need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relations too..
You are radical, patient, persistent,a bit old-fashioned, you live with foundation & order.
Your
 best Match 1, 8. Good match 5 ,6 , 7 !!!

Number 5
You are very popular within the community, you can get things done by just chatting..to even enemies! You have a pretty good business mind, you are often have no-idea what is today is like, or tomorrow is like, you are a person who does anything when your head thinks “lets do this”. You will be famous if you open up a business, get involve in share dealings, music etc.

Very popular with sense of humor ,you are the one your friends and families will always ask for help, and you are the one actually get money on credit and help your friends. You will have more than 1 relationship, but when u get settle down you will be a bit selfish anyway. Coz your other half will have a pretty good amount of control in you, be careful! You tend to go for other relationships! Contacts even you are married at times ‘coz your popularity.

You are someone who get along with anyone coz the number 5 is the middle number.. Changes & freedom lovers you are! You are an explorer with magic on your face. You learn your life through experience and it’s your best teacher!!!

Your best match 1 ,2 ,9. Good match 6 ,8 !!!

Number 6
Ooopppss..you are born to enjoy.. You don’t care about others. I mean you are always want to enjoy your life time, you are a person.. You will be very good in either education or work wise or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), very beautiful girls and guys, popular and more than lucky with anything in your lives. All the goodness does come with you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love.

You are lovable by any other numbers. But if you are a number 6 man, you will experience kind of looks from most girls and will involve in more than few relationships until you get married. If you are girl, most of you will get marry/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family & friends If you miss the half-way mark then you are about to suffer physically and mentally. Generally you will lead a very good inner-home happiness with nothing short of. You are a person of compassion, comfort &  fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world wounds to make peace for every life coz you have the great power of caring talent to make this world of love one step further.Your best match 1, 6, 9. Good match 4, 5 !!!

Number 7
You have got the attraction to anyone out there, you are realistic, very confident, happy, such a talented individual with your education, music, arts, singing, and most importantly acting too. You have real problems with bad temper! If you are a girl, you are popular with the subjects listed above.
You give up things for your parents. I mean you value your family status a lot, you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls, you are a very talented too. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their marriage life.
Only a very few are happy. You have everything in your life, but still always number 7s have some sort of unfullfilness, such worries all their lifetime.
It’s probably the Lord given you all sort of over the standard humans talents and you are about to suffer in family life. So you need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you might end-up single. So take care with this issue, ok?
You are wonderful, friendly, artistic, happy person.. You are born to contribute lots to this world!!!

Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4 !!!

Number 8
You are a very strong personality, there’s no one out there will understand you. You are very good at pointing your finger at some thing and say “this is what”.

You are more likely to suffer from the early ages. I mean poverty. If your times are not good you might lose either of your parent and end up looking after your entire family. You often suffer all the way in life.

The problems will not allow you to study further, but you will learn the life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with handful of friends and most of the time live life lonely and always prepared to help others.
Well. once you get married (which is often late) then your bad lucks will go away a bit and you! u become safe. You will face un-expected problems such as : the error, government, poisonous animals, accidents.

You are some one with great discipline, persistence, courage, strength which will take you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your Best match 1 ,4, 8. Good match 5 !!!

Number 9
Hey…you guys are the incompatibles people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally… You are often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there. Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have fighting life.. But when you achieve what you have done, it’s always a big task you have done! You are so much respected in the community, you are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off.

You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time. But when u grow you become calm and macho type.

Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs coz people always trust you.

Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children.

Your such qualities are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate.

You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice.

You are totally a role model to anybody in the world for a great inspiration.

Your Best match 3, 5, 6, 9. Good match 2

*p/s:...boleh baca, tetapi percaya jangan ye!

Yakjuj & Makjuj'...

Penemuan tergempar identiti yakjuj dan makjuj. Serta identiti Zulkarnain dan juga lokasi tembok besi yang dibina untuk menghalang yakjuj dan makjuj.

*p/s:...manusia berakal, tidak hanya menerima bulat-bulat apa yang didengar, baca atau diberitahu. Jadi, sama-sama kita cari ilmu lagi supaya dapat membuat pencerahan yang lebih baik. Saya sekadar berkongsi, anda berhak menilai mengikut kefahaman dan ilmu yang anda ada.

Pantai luka...

Aku mahu ke pantai...

mencari damai rasa...

mencari chenta nan hilang, ghaib entah ke mana-mana.

Aku mahu ke pantai...

mencari bayang-bayang rindu...

mencari ramai yang sunyi...sepi.

Aku mahu ke pantai...

meneman diri, memujuk kalbu...

yang bernama pantai luka.

Masihkah ada chenta...

Betapa pun jauh pandangan mata
Betapa pun bebas kaki melangkah
Namun terasa diri terpenjara
Oleh suatu ikatan yg tidak ketara

Walau kau cuba menjauhkan diri
Walau kadangkala aku membenci
Namun setiap kali terpandang mu
Kehangatan di hatiku dingin bagai salju
[ Masihkah Ada Cinta lyrics found on http://lyrics.my ]

Antara kasih dan kasihan
Antara jemu dan harapan
Biarkanlah di sini
Aku terus begini sendiri

Andainya ada yang dapat mengerti
Gelisah yg datang melanda diri
Masihkah ada rasa cinta
Ataukah sekadar kau berpura-pura

*p/s: ...lagu ini sedang menyihir seluruh jiwa aku, maaf ye. Sesekali layan blues, hope tak ada yang makan hati. Hihihi

Kasih Allah kepadamu wanita tiada taranya...

Rugilah engkau wahai wanitaku, saat engkau menzalimi dirimu sendiri.

 Keistimewaan yang Allah SWT beri kepada wanita terlalu banyaknya. Kasih Allah SWT kepada wanita, seolah-olah tiada taranya. Begitu mengagumkan 'layanan' istimewa Islam kepada wanita.

Tiada mana-mana ajaran, ideologi, isme atau agama lain yang  melayan wanita sebegitu baik, kalau bergabung pun kesemua wanita yang cerdik pandai, berharta dan berkuasa di seluruh dunia ini untuk menambah hak dan pengiktirafan buat mereka, mereka pasti tidak akan mencapai taraf kemuliaan serta layanan baik yang Allah SWT tawarkan buat seorang wanita dalam Islam.

Sayangnya, ramai wanita tidak memahami hal ini. Lantaran itu kebanyakan mereka tertipu dek nafsu sendiri dan rasa terkongkong dengan amalan atau larangan ke atas wanita Islam seperti  menutup aurat, larangan bergaul bebas, berhias keterlaluan dan lain-lain. Mereka cukup takut dan gerun dengan semua  larangan yang dianggap sangat menindas wanita. Walhal, kalau dikaji setiap satu larangan itu, memberi hikmah dan kebaikan kepada wanita itu sendiri.

Allah kasih dan memuliakan kaum wanita. Segala suruhan dan larangan yang dikenakan ke atas kaum wanita tidak lain  untuk memastikan keselamatan dirinya dan masyarakat serta sekali-kali untuk menyusahkan mereka. Ayuhlah wanitaku , sayangi dirimu. Jangan engkau zalimi dirimu sendiri kerana Allah amat menyayangimu. Kasihnya Allah kepadamu, tiada taranya.

Projek Kari Kepala Ikan...

Aduhai, lama gila aku tak bersiaran di sini dengan 'tekunnya' dan hari ni aku nak melepaskan gian. Yup, hari ini aku dah buat 'pengisytiharan' cuti selepas lebih 18 jam tak berhenti bekerja. Otak penat, tetapi mata tak nak tidur. Jadi, aku teruskan beraktiviti tanpa tidur.

Jam 9.30 pagi tadi aku bergegas ke pasar sekitar rumah, teringin sangat nak masak Kari Kepala Ikan yang superhotspicy. Kebetulan ada dua ketul kepala ikan (tak pulak aku tanya ikan jenis apa, bukan ikan merah sebab tak ada secalit pun merah di situ hehehe), tak kisahlah janji kepala ikan!

Balik rumah, sambil mesin baju aku layan lagu rock kapak. Selesai sidai semua baju, masuk dapur dan mulakan projek mengerjakan kepala ikan. Alhamdulillah, aku dapat ikan segar, insangnya merah dan bau darahnya juga masih segar. Nampak gaya, sedaplah gulai kari aku hari ni.

Sama seperti biasa, aku memang jenis memasak main campak-campak. Campak segala rempah yang dirasakan sesuai (kadang tak tahu jugak apa fungsinya...hahahaha), paling penting kena ada cili kisar, bendi secukupnya dan tanpa penggunaan santan atau susu. Kenapa? Sebab saya nak hirup kuahnya puas-puas, kalau letak santan atau susu segar nanti rasa 'berdosa' sangat nak hirup sampai lupa diri hihihi.

Alhamdulillah, selepas 45 minit berperang di dapur maka siaplah 'Projek Kari Kepala Ikan' idaman kalbu aku...hihihi. Nak tahu rasanya, haruslah mantop. Gila tak sedap, susah tu nak ada masa membikinnya. Setiap hari sibuk, hari ni aku ambil cuti semata-mata nak layan anak tekak...hahaha.

Oklah, macam biasa layan gambar. Kalau teringin, sila la masak sendiri sebab seperiuk ni aku nak pulun sorang-sorang. Tak nak share dengan sesiapa hahaha!

Gigih buat ni, kalau makan di kedai harus berpuluh ringgit 'kan. Paling penting, dijamin bersih ye hahahaha.

Rupa Kari Kepala Ikan siap masak hihihi. Aromanya sangat menyengat!

Who are you to judge...

"...kau percaya dia berzina?"

"Percaya!"

"Buktinya?"

"Semua orang berkata hal sama, dia dah berzina!"

"Asas daripada kata-kata mereka sampai kau juga percaya?"

"Asasnya? Ala...Tak tumbuh tak melata, tak sungguh orang tak mengata!"

"Mereka nampak perbuatan zina tu?"

(Jeda)...

"Kau tahu apa itu buta akal?"

"Peribahasa mana kau pakai ni?"

"Aku cipta khas utk orang seperti kau. Kenapa? Fikir sendiri, itu pun kalau masih mampu!"

Kisah Jane dan June...

Jane, seorang pelajar senior di universiti tempatan yang tidak banyak bergaul dengan rakan-rakan lain. Setiap kali kuliah habis, Jane akan bergegas pulang. Pada mulanya, rakan sekuliahnya tidak mengetahui mengapa.

Satu hari, Jane membawa anaknya June ke sekolah. Terperanjat semua rakan sekuliahnya termasuk para pensyarahnya.

Jane tak kahwin lagi tetapi sudah ada anak berumur 4 tahun. Disebabkan Jane seorang yang tidak merapatkan diri dengan orang lain, maka tiada berani yang bertanya, namun perkara-perkara yang disebut-sebut tidak elok didengar.

Jane membawa June berjumpa dengan seorang pelajar Master bernama Badi yang bekerja sambil belajar di sebuah taska.

“Badi, sudi tak mengajar June?” tanya Jane.

Badi bersetuju setelah melihat perwatakan June yang begitu mentaati ibunya.

Setiap hari, Jane bergegas ke taska untuk menjemput June. Mereka akan pergi ke pasar bersama membeli barangan untuk dimasak malam dan juga dijadikan bekal pada hari esok.

June akan mencuci sayur dan daging, manakala ibunya memasak. Setelah habis makan, June akan duduk bercerita apa yang dipelajarinya hari itu sambil ibunya membersihkan pinggan dan dapur.

Kemudian, Jane akan menghabiskan masa ulangkaji pelajaran dan membaca cerita kepada June sebelum tidur sebelum mengulangkaji bahan pelajarannya sendiri sambil menyiapkan pakaian June untuk ke taska keesokan hari.

Walaupun memenatkan, tapi melihat senyuman June setiap hari menyebabkan Jane merasakan segalanya berbaloi.

“Inilah ibu,” bisik Jane di hati.

Adakalanya Jane tertidur ketika membaca cerita kepada June. Anaknya akan secara senyap-senyap menyelimutkannya sambil menutup lampu dan memastikan keesokan paginya, dia akan bangun lebih awal dan bersiap sebelum mengejutkan ibunya dari tidur.

Ada sekali ketika peperiksaan berlangsung, Badi membawa June melawat universiti untuk memberi semangat kepada Jane.

Melihat anaknya berdiri di pintu kaca luar kelas sambil memberikan isyarat kepadanya untuk melakukan yang terbaik, mata Jane kemerahan menahan air mata kegembiraan.

Demi June, segalanya berbaloi.

Setelah beberapa bulan dan telah menjadi rapat dengan Jane, ketika Jane menunggu June keluar dari kelas, Badi akhirnya bertanya…

“Mengapa Jane tidak mahu menceritakan perkara sebenar pada rakan-rakan di universiti? Mereka tengah bercakap di belakang kamu, dan kata-kata mereka sangat tidak sedap didengar?”

Jane melihat pada Badi.

“5 tahun lalu, saya ingat lagi pada 6 Februari 2014, waktu itu petang. Saya baru habis ulangkaji dan ingin keluar mencari makan. Saya berjalan ke McDonald dan membeli nuggets dan air dan makan sambil berjalan ke taman.

Tiba di satu simpang tempat perbuangan sampah, Saya mendekati untuk buang air yang telah habis diminum. Kawasan itu cukup busuk. Tetiba Saya melihat ada gerakan di dalam sebuah beg usang yang terbuang di situ.

Saya  ingatkan kucing. Lalu Jane membuka beg. Di situlah Saya terjumpa June yang masih bayi..,” kata Jane.

Badi tidak berkata apa-apa.

“Oleh itu, Saya lebih rela mereka mengumpat Saya daripada mereka mengumpat mengenai June,” kata Jane lagi.

Tetiba, June keluar dari kelas dengan membawa sesuatu di tangannya yang disembunyikan di belakang.

“Mak, June sayang mak. Ini kad hari jadi June buat sendiri,” kata June sambil mencium pipi Jane. Jane tersenyum manis puas.

Melihat ini, Badi cukup terharu. Jane adalah wanita yang paling cantik di dunia baginya.

Mungkin yang terlintas difikiran anda, Jane ini seorang yang tidak berakhlak ketika awal cerita ini? Lumrah. Manusia, yang suka membuat kesimpulan melulu tanpa bersangka baik terlebih dahulu.
 
Jangan suka dan terlalu cepat buat ‘judgment’ pada orang lain atau situasi tanpa maklumat yang cukup. Apa yang nampak di depan mata dan terfikir di minda bukan selalunya betul, malah kamu kena awasi kerana biasanya ia lebih cenderung ke arah bersangka buruk.